there'ssooomuch

there really is. and so much that i won't get recorded. how is it that i can fluctuate so often on things, topics, choices, yes's and no's. every other day it's a different conclusion. conflusion i almost typed, but it sort of equals out to be confusion with conclusion.. a confused conclusion. like any decision made on treeee.

i need to type secretly as i'm still living w/ my parents. sort of. like maybe if i ever move out the house i can be like: 'yo ma, i like drinking beer from time to time'; 'pops, i smoked weed off and on for...5 years? i don't remember, that's a symptom..'

haha. oh sheez technically this is accessible via a few clicks from my family's blog. which no one ever checks. 9MYFUCKING SPACEBAR SUCKS!)

pointless.
countless.
shirtless. ha shirtless run w/ pat tshudy today, for like an hour, i swear we would be lucky to have even gotten a mile.

then job house, i'm penciled in for 6 months or so now, that should be nice..

tomorrow at 8 i start.

10 important things i need to list since lastwriting,anything,anywhere:
joshua and i drove to indiana for easter.
we helped my mom do a bunch of chores (joshua more than me), but one was touring an organic farm, and separately i nmmnvm (space bar fix ftw) rototilled a bigger section of my mom's garden..it was excellent.
hung out hella meals and deals of eucher and pinochle w/ my grandparents and uncles/aunts/cousin..
drove home tersely until the one hitter was hit (not me) and then we talked about something.
das racist is on and i downloaded their new album and its tights
twitter is nothing more than a private notebook for writing down thoughts that everyone sees.
kind of like this. did i say 10 things? i meant 4 and a half.

i'll try and do some real writing (i might be able to afford the following things in a few weeks: mustang fixes, paint/supplies, ACOUSTIC GUITAR holy smash that'd be nice, and a motorcycle..) i really want that last one.

oh and my grandma and aunt kept calling it as-para-grass . i didn't want to correct them. asparagus is the proper spelling (thanks right click spell check feature)

adieu