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locution -

n.

1. A particular word, phrase, or expression, especially one that is used by a particular person or group.

2. Style of speaking; phraseology.]

not to be confused with vernacular. or diction. or style phrase. style phrase computer technician
phases- do people have them? as kids you'd go through "phases" but at what point does a curious interest become something more along the lines of a career or life decision.
what's up with decision making at all? i've read twice now that making decisions feels good, as you're taking control of the things that you're exposed to, insofar as you're capable of making those decisions.
but if i'm doing it to benefit my way of living, is that inherently selfish or perhaps just looking out for the best interests of the person most important to myself. at this point in my life. from a survival point of view.
anyways the title: I know some people make up random lettered names, and i'll try and make up one as a joke (ooh check this: http://twitter.com/bonda130) never mind can someone explain the commands for twitter? for example @ is obvious but #? any others? thanks..

my

my lack of consistency regarding posting to blogger are somewhat disappointing to me, however there are many things that i have been unable to do on a regular basis that disgust me more..maybe disgust isn't the proper word, but i could definitely be doing more; regardless of what it is, i'm just not doing it. i'll try and start..

anyway, i've been working for 3 weeks now, and april flew past. 2 paychecks, like 450 or so, plus what i've managed to scratch out from my pops, the neighbor labor and taking junk to the recycling place. which is pretty kewl, i load up this old ass metal and junk from the rock pile at the farm and they pay me to give it to them. i imagine they are turning a profit off my ass, but getting played ain't so bad when i get something out of it too.

umm, i am saddened by the fact that i started out writing about money, but it's more of a reality for me now. i am still squandering money like a fooool, but i'm more aware of the fact that i have loans coming due in june, things i'd like to buy, and things i'd like to invest in. like a car. driving a truck is killing my wallet. or a greenhouse. or any number of things.

i eye aye i have only talked about myself. that's all i know, though. almost all. at least.
um.
hmm.

meh.
peace.