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my lack of consistency regarding posting to blogger are somewhat disappointing to me, however there are many things that i have been unable to do on a regular basis that disgust me more..maybe disgust isn't the proper word, but i could definitely be doing more; regardless of what it is, i'm just not doing it. i'll try and start..

anyway, i've been working for 3 weeks now, and april flew past. 2 paychecks, like 450 or so, plus what i've managed to scratch out from my pops, the neighbor labor and taking junk to the recycling place. which is pretty kewl, i load up this old ass metal and junk from the rock pile at the farm and they pay me to give it to them. i imagine they are turning a profit off my ass, but getting played ain't so bad when i get something out of it too.

umm, i am saddened by the fact that i started out writing about money, but it's more of a reality for me now. i am still squandering money like a fooool, but i'm more aware of the fact that i have loans coming due in june, things i'd like to buy, and things i'd like to invest in. like a car. driving a truck is killing my wallet. or a greenhouse. or any number of things.

i eye aye i have only talked about myself. that's all i know, though. almost all. at least.
um.
hmm.

meh.
peace.