this too

And regardless of what happens the system I was raised on will have an effect on my beliefs.
As I associate various things to each other like dad and recycling
Jumping out the car, picking up cans that he somehow saw on the side of the road, Frattaroli's
The list goes on, but what matters here?
What's important when choosing between
Sentimentals and principles
What holds sway over my way of living?

apparently i used to care about this type of shit.
just trying to get rid of these sheets of paper in this notebook. must have been 2 years or more that i wrote this.

I need to make a list of all the things I won't do. not by choice, but pure, realistic, logical thinking.
Consideration for all things, I probably won't own a Fortune 500 company
Nor will I sail around Cape Horn though I would like to see Africa and maybe Europe.
But this list would grow exponentially and never cease to grow until I actually did one of the things. probably accidentally.

i don't know, seems like a waste of time. but now i can toss from real life. i wonder how long it'll remain here online. like 80 years from now, will it be 404'd? or if i remain active does google keep this shit alive? fucking google..